when time heals, memories exacerbate when I cry, friends worry
It has been the worst month to me in the States... Things happened out of my control. Yet, I am very lucky to have all these good friends beside me.
I love you who immediately came to my place when I asked you to; who did not start comforting with a word, but with a big tight hug; who sat by my side when i bursted out, and held my hand tightly to pass me your support and energy; who gave me all sort of encouragement even you might not think so... I love you who immediately left your pig behind and rushed back to your room and comforted me; who read my mind; who gave me big hugs and pampered me as if I am your child; who suggested to go dine out so I could escape from the reality for a while I love you who still msn-ed me and asked if I was ok even you had a job interview to prepare; who told me I can call you if I need accompany at night, as if 3am..; who truely care about me all the time... ; who are always the rational friend I love you who stayed in the room alone all those nights without a complaint; who actually cared about me and msn-ed others to see if I am ok; who told me that I will forget it soon I love you who let me slept on your bed and you slept on the sofa; who played me stupid songs with ur exceptionally short fingers and my fingers, and told me to concentrate on the song you composed; who used your innovative idea to say hi to me I love you who cared about me even if we do not have much chance to do deep talk; who called kay to come back immediately after u heard me crying like hell; I love you who talked to me on phone... insisted that you dun want to praise me becos you are not that kind of person; who really cared about me even if you did not say it explicitly I love you who are always there to see if I am ok even if you are not physically beside me; who promised to bring me to eat yu dan fun when I am back; who are always the one I talk to when it is 3am in the states I love you who are always soooo willing to praise me and give me confidence I love you all who have shown your care by all means You know who YOU are. And I am sure, I have not missed out any single one of you. So, you are definitely mentioned. Because of all of you who care me, love me and worry about me, I promise to live well and stay strong. I love you too I am grateful to once have u as my bf. I know you really sec me... and... dun blame urself for making this decision. I wun blame you too. rmb what you have promised me. And, we are still good friends. |